every time i look at you

Trying to say I'm sorry, didn't mean to break your heart and find you waiting up by the light of day. There's a lot I want to tell you, but I don't know where to start. And I don't know what I'd do if you walked away. I tried to make it, I just got lost along the way. But every time I look at you, no matter what I'm going through, it's easy to see. And every time I hold you, the things I never told you, seem to come easily. Cause you're everything to me! I never really wanted to let you get inside my heart. I wanted to believe this would soon be ending. I thought it wouldn't matter, if it all just came apart. But now I realize I was just pretending.